Here’s the truth. We exist on this earth for some undetermined period of time. During that time we do things. Some of these things are important. Some of them are unimportant. And those important things give our lives meaning and happiness. The unimportant ones basically just kill time.
I’ve been reading a lot of stuff like this recently~ Not sure if it’s helping but anyway~
Jesus has spoken
"You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, ‘cause no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong."
I feel like I hardly post when things are going well and only to complain!
Things are so good. Blissfully good! The only thing that could be better is whatever cold/infection/death is lingering in my throat/ears/sinus pathways. Sooooo fucking annoying but ~~ other than that I’m so happy.
We may adopt a kitty. We have pretty well ironed out issues we usually fight about. We are aggressively finding people to move the fuck in so we can get the fuck out as we are both sick and tired of Shogo’s bullshit. I feel so bad for Shunya that he had to live with him for so long. I feel like he doesn’t say anything because he is younger, Shogo usually lies and says he doesn’t do some things that are annoying and if you do manage to make him clean something it’s not actually clean and possibly worse than if you didn’t bother. So excited to leave.
Anyway. I can’t think of everything that is good~ just that it is. I plan on taking some more medicine, having a hot bath and drinking tea~ followed by hoping in bed and doing my nails and (hopefully) watching GoT ~~
True! Today mine is red lipstick as my eyes are super dry ~ It’s strange that it can be cloudy and rainy but still soooo dry. I really thought living next to the ocean would be moist.
1. I love this bikini!!!
2. Sometimes I wonder if I could rock a sleeve? I think it would be cool but I don’t know if I am cool enough to pull it off!!!!
My roomies. I know I always gush about them but they are awesome~ And it’s great that we get along and I’m just so happy about that~ Last night after I got home both Shogo and the current house guest [visiting from Japan], Yuki went to their respective beds and passed out, with the lights on, in strangley cat like positions. So when Shunya came home from work he showered and then we sort of tucked them in and turned out their lights and then started watching Batman Begins. They woke up about an hour into the movie so we turned it off and collectively decided to go out to eat~~~ We went to Gyoza King on Robson, which was SO yummy~ And then came back to the house and hung out~
Also the night before I met with my friend Volante, who I met in my very first year in Uni and was one of my first friends in Edmonton <3 It was great to catch up and she seems so happy and grown up~~ Afterwards the roomies and I had a little pizza party so that was great too!
I’m just. So … happy. I can’t think of another word for it. I’m happy at home and happy at work [mainly but there is some annoying drama there currently but I don’t really mind as it doesn’t directly impact me] and to be honest as much as I thought it would never ever happen, I think I’m getting over HW. If I think about him now I’m still sad, but I don’t often think about him. And I feel now if he came back I wouldn’t really want anything to do with him.
I want real people in my life. Genuine people. People who are ambitious and able to take risks and live creatively. People who are open and can still experience the world in a almost child-like way but still be wise and centred. I am not a quiet person usually. I’m actually a ginormous chatterbox and could probably, and upon reflection have, talk about carpet. I was nervous. I was dancing at a school dance with a cute boy. So … then carpet talk came out. I also get very passionate about random things. Such as my preference for certain types of lawn over others [thin and dense is highly superior].
So yeah. I don’t know if I’m up for dating or anything yet but I’m enjoying spending time with the people I do currently have in my life ~
So 1. She is my hair inspiration. I want the ash blonde that she has especially the one at the bottom middle. So quite light~~
I also may dye my eyebrows similar to how hers are which is kind of a light golden brown. I could darken it up with powder if I want them to be more dramatic.
Also. 2. Her eye makeup is AMAZING. I love how the bottom is smoked out [usually] but doesn’t seem too much or messy. AND although it’s smoked out it’s still defined at the outer corner~~