Had my work evaluation. Got the highest evaluation for a 1st timer my GM ever seen ^^
Will be training the newbs now ;)
Still think I mostly work with morons but at least I know I’m the king of the morons lol~~
Also I’m glad I can be the new trainer which isn’t a major step up since what they don’t realize is that every week I’m sending out at least 5-10 applications for a new/better job.
I’m really hoping that by mid August I will hear some good news on that front :)
In other news, I FINALLY got my remicade. Did not react badly and die. Always a plus ^^ well, for me anyway :) I don’t, nor did I expect to, see immediate results but will likely be back to normality after round 2 in September. Yay!!
Hmm what else is new: I am going to buy a bike. I gained weight :( fricken Canada and a bf who loves junk food ~ but will be back into Bikram yoga as soon as I get my health care subsidized and my bus passes as well. I realized that part of the reason I don’t feel good isn’t just the lack of remicade it’s the lack of yoga. It seriously makes me so much less stressed and wanting to be better every class gives me a goal while working out ^^
They all weigh 150lbs
I love this. Just goes to show, one person’s ideal weight isn’t everyone’s ideal weight.
It has to do with weight distribution and age as well. I’m 5’4 but when I weighed 150 I had a dress size of 11.
When I was 150lbs I was probably a size 12.
This is from when my friend Samantha came to visit me. Went to the only cupcake shop in Seoul [that I’ve seen/know about]. They were a bit dry but otherwise delicious~
This and all the fucking ice cream, macaroons, other cupcakes, and generally delicious but fattening foods that I keep seeing on my dash are making my life miserable. That and the fact that now that she’s come, Cara and Ashley came, and Ryosuke came, well that’s it. The next person I know that has confirmed plans to visit is in April… I might not even be here then~ I got really spoiled for like 3 months. Hell longer than that because Johnny and his friends were here before everyone else and although I don’t know Johnny or his friends that well, they were from HOME and we got to spend some time together … and they were from HOME.
I miss my friends. It’s not that I don’t have any here and maybe instead of feeling sorry for myself I should be thankful for them for a minute here too.
oi. Actually I went to bed at 7 tonight. Woke up at 9 and I intend to get right back to sleeping after this post. I’m supposed to be “well rested” for my Lasek and also my under eye droop is becoming disturbing. I am not 18 and I can not even miss some sleep anymore. I used to stay up all night for more than one night and then work both days and then still go out the third night before getting maybe 6 hours of sleep and going back to work. Now I will admit, pictures of me at this time [which no one will ever see because I threw them all away] had me looking tired, a little over weight and perhaps a bit older than I do even now [? maybe last time I looked I was 23 and I looked older than 23 year old me] but I didn’t FEEL old or tired or overweight. Okay I probably felt overweight. When you eat at the restaurant you work at you always gain weight.
Anyway, going to watch an Xfile and then get back to bed~
Getting pretty sick of having to tell every co-teacher everyday that no, I am not losing weight at a rapid pace, no I’m not sick, no you don’t need to fucking worry about me. I wish I knew how to say in Korean so they would FULLY understand that the reason I only eat half a cup of rice and kimchi at lunch is because EVERYTHING ELSE IS TERRIBLE. The food is fucking sick at my school. I think they think I don’t like Korean food or that I am anorexic. or both.But I do like Korean food!
In fact I very much doubt that they enjoy over fried, greasy and cold fish, or odang (the worst parts of the worst fish mushed up and fried) in spicy sauce, or bones with fat and the odd rare piece of over-cooked meat in an oily sauce. Well maybe they do enjoy it but I don’t. I can’t help it, my dad was a meat cutter, I’m used to the best. I also am from the prairies, I consider it a fucking accomplishment that I like 3 types of sushi.
Anyways I know they are concerned, I guess I’m just not good at handling that concern as someone who has lived on my own since 19, and taken care of most of my own needs since I got a job at 14. I guess it’s better than having no one care about you at all eh? Life could be worse ^^
seriously, this time.
yup, no more I’m homesick so I’m having 2 chocolate bars for supper…
Being a college student, this really helps. Thanks to blogilates!
ah I remember how eating healthy used to be fairly easy and convenient back in Canada.
I live in Korea. I eat Kimchi, Bibimbap, Kimchi Mandu, Jak and Kimbap. It is all delicious and good for me :D
I mostly miss Indian food, Japanese food, Thai food and the occasional Mediterranean feast~ I can get that all here, it’s just more expensive and I’m lazy.