“You can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. Time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love.”—What my relationships have taught me. (via lovequotesrus)
I do not. Can not. Refuse to understand why these fucking morons who call me asking for contact information such as a phone number or email but are driving or like in a field a 1000000000 billlion jillion miles away from a fucking pen. What were you expecting the outcome of this call would be? That I would say: fuck you I will not give you that information sir ?
No. I’m going to give it to you and if you are not prepared to fucking take the information you are requesting you are wasting my time. So fuck off and call back when you are.
I’m okay. It’s just happening like nearly every call this morning while seven other people are calling the line and I’m just like: REALLY? You need to GET A FUCKING PEN!?!?! Fuck off.
goawaywithjae replied to your post“goawaywithjae replied to your post“eunoiair replied to your…”
I had blonde stripes at one point. I loved it, but, I looked ridiculous. ;-)
In HS I used to think that sort of mascara like temporary hair highlighter stuff was THE BEST! I always put blonde in my bangs up front. It just dries up crusty and weird. I guess I probably thought it was so great because in my mind it looked like how it did when it was fresh and still a little wet and was not in the habit of using mirrors to check later on when it got crusty and dirty looking ~
You are absolutely magnetic with your persona and presentation. Everything you do is with a little bit of style, class, and of course a touch of sass. There are no limits to how luxuriously you live your life. Often imitated, but never duplicated.
goawaywithjae replied to your post“eunoiair replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally…”
I thought you were pretty as a blonde, but you’re beautiful as a brunette. It suits you! After I cut my hair one time, a secretary told me, “Oh, it looked better long.” LOL! So tactless.
Ughhh yeah that annoying guy Gary at my office said the same thing. “Actually I think you look better with brown hair”
Actually you’re an ugly fuck who is all alone at like 50 and pretty much have to pay your family to spend time with you so shut the fuck up :) - that was my “in the head” response. I just pretended I couldn’t hear him in reality.
Thanks so much ^^ I like both on me too~ I feel like the only colour I wouldn’t do again is red. It made my skin seem … sallow or something? Maybe it would work now that I’m older and can see a better stylist than when I was in HS but … not sure I’d be willing to try~
eunoiair replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally decided to switch it up ~…”
wow! i love it !!!
dwmeverythingisokay replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally decided to switch it up ~…”
Wowwwwww! You look fantastic. I love it.
goawaywithjae replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally decided to switch it up ~…”
snacksfordogs replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally decided to switch it up ~…”
WHOAAAAAA - gorgeous! I love it ! perfect for fall
liu-lang replied to your photo“After a few years as a blonde I finally decided to switch it up ~…”
i love this new look !
Wow!!! thanks guys! I was feeling a little self concious yesterday because everyone kept going like WHA!? Oh you changed your hair. I thought it was someone else.
That hasn’t ever happened before to me after changing my hair so I was worried everyone hated it as only after all of that they would kind of tack on: it looks nice…
Anyway~ It’s a big change and even I keep forgetting. Shunya is like… in love with it. He keeps hugging me and going like: you’re so cute! Seriously you’re so cute! How are you so cute. Until I want to hit him with a broom because I feel embarrassed!
Do you think a woman can be truly fulfilled without ever being in love, even if she's romantic?
I don’t know. I think being in love, even if it doesn’t work out, changes the way a person functions around others. Being a romantic and alone is a lovely lonely thing. I think everyone should fall and rise in love. It’s a sticky thing, but then so is life.
Now he said he wants to start fresh. I said that would require the forgiveness and releasing if all previous shit. He said yes. Then he got pissed off that I had deleted photos already. Well they are on my computer and/or my blog so yes I deleted them from immediate sight but… So I dunno.
I don’t fucking know.
I don’t know if it’s worth it.
Part of me says why not try. Part of me says fuck this moody asshole who is sitting here mad at me when the stem of all these problems is basically that he frequently disrespects me to spend time with coworkers and now that we had a middle ground they were not allowing or inviting him to come out because I guess it’s all or fucking nothing with them. Also now they want him to stay, get PR and manage Kintaro. Wtf. So I’m the bad guy because I’ve been operating under the original plan of going to Japan, which was his idea not mine and requires me to put all my life on hold for another year.
Honestly I think I feel like I’ll try but probably as soon as I feel up to walking away I will. I can’t see myself making the leap of faith to go to Japan with him as he has done nothing but prove he is unreliable. I can’t see myself sticking around for another year of Kintaro bullshit and being last place. So since those seem to be the options. Because you know. Meeting me in the middle ground means he is giving up his whole life. Well I don’t want those options so I’ll just choose to exit.
What do you all think? Am I not honouring the forgive and move past by feeling this way?