Your cute cat of the day
Oh my god!
It’s a 5km run where there are people throwing powdered colour at you and then you also get a bag of colour to throw while running ~ I’ve heard it’s really fun so I signed up with my coworker and her roomies ^^
Tbh Hiroko, aforementioned coworker with whom I’m also doing Bikram with Fridays now, is a very cool chick. She’s direct and easy going and smart. We have different opinions about some stuff but she isn’t offended by a different opinion ~ anyway. I always feel bad because I ramble a lot when we hang out because… That’s my style haha but so far she keeps hanging out with me so it mustn’t be too terrible ^^
Wowza I just made THE best pasta with tomatoes I grew ~
"Your dress is too short."
Thanks, the designer used your dick for inspiration.
OH MYG OD
ahh I just deleted all my bitching about work posts from Friday. Although my blog is not searchable by my email I do tag it in the Vancouver tags and I post my photo so… I’d rather not. The lab guys found John’s twitter account and that weirded him out and then he found his baby sitters twitter and she had posted photos while working at their house of the kids and he doesn’t like to have his children’s photos posted online and was going to have a talk with her. SO.
Yes. Work is annoying. After the long weekend I feel much less irritated though so hopefully with how busy I’ll be this month with Japanese class, Colour Run and, going to Yoga every Friday with my one co-worker I will be too tired and happy to feel annoyed?
Me and boo 💖waiting for Shunya to come home~
Like. At some point I don’t think I can just forgive and listen to the promise that he will change and prioritize respect me and my feelings.
I do not think it’s appropriate to just cancel plans with me to go out drinking with them. He can fucking say no to them unless it’s really work and not just drinking and gossip.
He can fucking come home around 2:30-3am. I don’t care if everyone else is still drinking. They are losers who have done nothing with their lives and not a single one of them is in a happy relationship. Just because Japanese Gfs and wives don’t say anything and just sit at home feeling bitter and crying about it doesn’t mean I intend to do that. If you can’t respect the fact that I am not comfortable AT ALL with my bf needing to go out drinking with people who have been known to cheat and be fucking sleeze bags then it’s done.
I’m just honestly exhausted. I know he is a good person but he is so easily influenced. Like this one guy works there now who likes to rap and wears more like “bboy” style (Japanese version, basically just baggy ass pants that are dirty and facial hair… Eew there is a reason he is single..) and now Shunya is all saying how lately he’s thinking he wants those kinds of clothes. Like Shunya. I know you. You tried to dress up to go hiking and wore accessories while camping. Baggy and dirty is NOT your style and it would be a total waste of money… I just tell him whatever you want but I make my face very clear that it’s not really sexy. Cause it isn’t. If he likes it ~ cool. I would never tell him not to but I won’t pretend I think it’s awesome haha
Anyway. I’m tired and kind of cranky~ every fucking annoying thing that can happen on transit has! I yelled to them to move the fuck back as obviously the fucking drivers here are brain damaged. But anyway. I’m okay. I’m ok. After I get some tea/caffeine in me I’ll be wonderful :)
Mmm city views through gauzy curtains ~
"There are memories that time does not erase… Forever does not make loss forgettable, only bearable."